Respectfully, I implore you to take off the rose colored glasses that are blinding you to the reality all about you.
In November 2019 I took my rose colored glasses off and saw the hidden truth before my eyes. Yes, it caused a great disturbance for those I tried to share it with. For me, I was set free to think and validate what my senses gave been telling me all along, that the earth is stationary and the water is truly level.
Why.. How… if this earth is zooming through “space” and water must curve around this ball?
Ask yourself, do you feel that the earth moving? Do you see the sun, moon, and stars moving? Do you hear stillness? Do you touch solid trees and mountains? Do you see your coffee level in your cup as the ocean is level far to the left and right?
Have you read Job 38? Ask your Heavenly Father to reveal truth to you as you read it. Then revisit Genesis 1 looking up the words in the free app BLB Blue Letter Bible interlinear for Hebrew (Old Testament) and Greek (New Testament). Search the word Firmament in Genesis 1:14.
https://rumble.com/v34eoe9-the-lost-history-of-flat-earth.html
https://www.nasa.gov/people-of-nasa/goddard-people/robert-simmon-aka-mr-blue-marble/
Here are a couple of resources to guide you in your Discovery.
